I do have a problem

I do have a problem regarding women. The good part is that i am aware of this and i MUST change this. Let me introduce myself:

I am a 26 year old male from The Netherlands. I've finished my study, have a good job, lots of friends, also some female friends.

But when it comes down to getting close with women i am just too damn scared. Lack of experience, afraid of the unknown.. I don't know exactly what it is. But i do know i have a problem regarding this.

I have had a girlfriend for 4 years (broke up a few months ago). She was the first and the last person i had sex with. And simply can't accept this. I want more girlfriends, have sex and fun with some of them. And maybe on the long term a new relationship.

But for now i want to get a lot better in meeting, attracting, seducing women. And this weblog is to document my journey from Average Frustrated Chump (AFC) to Pick-up Artist (PUA). Time to play the game ...