OK, the first week of not drinking on working days was quit heavy. When coming home after a long working day, as soon as I entered my home, I wanted to grab a beer and relax.. However, as soon as I got this feeling, I tried to focus myself on something else. TV, internet, read something. This helped.
Overall, it was heavy but I felt OK while doing this. The good thing is that I managed to keep sober all week. I've only had some drinks in the weekend.
The good part is that it was easier to get up in the morning, I didn't feel messed up all day and night and got normal sleep at night. Now let's keep focused on this.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Monday, September 22, 2008
Messed up
For the last months, I have been drinking on a daily basis.
I work all the day. When I'm coming home in the evening I drink about 6 - 8 beers. Then going to sleep around midnight. Drunk. Stay up again in the morning with a hangover. Going to work again. Day after day..
The weekends are even worse. Stay up in the morning. Have a breakfast. Then the first beer. And going out with friends. Even more beer..
I'm drinking because for me it is an easy way to relax fast. To forget things.
But from now on, I will have to keep my mind clear. Focus again. Don't feel shit anymore. That's why I have decided that my first step will be: no alcohol on working days.
I work all the day. When I'm coming home in the evening I drink about 6 - 8 beers. Then going to sleep around midnight. Drunk. Stay up again in the morning with a hangover. Going to work again. Day after day..
The weekends are even worse. Stay up in the morning. Have a breakfast. Then the first beer. And going out with friends. Even more beer..
I'm drinking because for me it is an easy way to relax fast. To forget things.
But from now on, I will have to keep my mind clear. Focus again. Don't feel shit anymore. That's why I have decided that my first step will be: no alcohol on working days.
Friday, September 19, 2008
I do have a problem
I do have a problem regarding women. The good part is that i am aware of this and i MUST change this. Let me introduce myself:
I am a 26 year old male from The Netherlands. I've finished my study, have a good job, lots of friends, also some female friends.
But when it comes down to getting close with women i am just too damn scared. Lack of experience, afraid of the unknown.. I don't know exactly what it is. But i do know i have a problem regarding this.
I have had a girlfriend for 4 years (broke up a few months ago). She was the first and the last person i had sex with. And simply can't accept this. I want more girlfriends, have sex and fun with some of them. And maybe on the long term a new relationship.
But for now i want to get a lot better in meeting, attracting, seducing women. And this weblog is to document my journey from Average Frustrated Chump (AFC) to Pick-up Artist (PUA). Time to play the game ...
I am a 26 year old male from The Netherlands. I've finished my study, have a good job, lots of friends, also some female friends.
But when it comes down to getting close with women i am just too damn scared. Lack of experience, afraid of the unknown.. I don't know exactly what it is. But i do know i have a problem regarding this.
I have had a girlfriend for 4 years (broke up a few months ago). She was the first and the last person i had sex with. And simply can't accept this. I want more girlfriends, have sex and fun with some of them. And maybe on the long term a new relationship.
But for now i want to get a lot better in meeting, attracting, seducing women. And this weblog is to document my journey from Average Frustrated Chump (AFC) to Pick-up Artist (PUA). Time to play the game ...
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