Messed up

For the last months, I have been drinking on a daily basis.

I work all the day. When I'm coming home in the evening I drink about 6 - 8 beers. Then going to sleep around midnight. Drunk. Stay up again in the morning with a hangover. Going to work again. Day after day..

The weekends are even worse. Stay up in the morning. Have a breakfast. Then the first beer. And going out with friends. Even more beer..

I'm drinking because for me it is an easy way to relax fast. To forget things.

But from now on, I will have to keep my mind clear. Focus again. Don't feel shit anymore. That's why I have decided that my first step will be: no alcohol on working days.